Mood:  spacey
heres me!!!

Happy 4th of July!! i am excited to go see fireworks.


i have given up on this cycle. but i had to fill out all this paperwork recently for my doctor on my ttc history.. lol, heres the rundown...

TTC #1 since 11/01
11/01 -12/02 ttc naturally w/long 40-60 day cycles
short LP, increased B6 = 13 day LP
12/02 50mg clomid = failed/ O CD28
1/03 50mg clomid = failed/O CD 20
2/03 100mg clomid = failed/O CD 18
3/03 100mg clomid = failed/O CD 23
4/03 100mg clomid = failed/ O 48
4/03 post coital test = inconclusive
6/03- 10/04 tried natural remedies (fert blend, vitex, dong quai)
6/03 fert blend = O CD 27
7/03 fert blend/ dong quai = O CD 31
8/03 dong quai = O CD 16
10/03 150 mg clomid = failed/ O CD 45
12/03 nothing = O CD 73 (AF came on 2/28= 86 day CY)
2/04 tried(soy isolate protein powder)= O CD 24
3/04 soy protein isolate powder = O CD35
4/04 SA = results 336 million count/ above average
4/04 Hysterosalpingogram x ray = tubes clear
5/04 CD 3 blood tests = normal
5/04 50 mg clomid w/IUI & hcg trigger=failed/ O CD24
6/04 100mg clomid w/IUI & hcg trigger= chemical pg O CD24
7/04 100mg clomd w/ IUI = failed (prog = 10) O CD35
7/04 diagnosed with possible PCOS
9/04 2.5mg femara with IUI= failed O CD 22
10/04 femara cycle 2.5mg =failed O CD 22
12/04 femara cycle 2.5mg =failed O CD 21
1/05 femara cycle 5mg =failed O CD 16
2/05 femara cycle 5mg =failed O CD 16
3/05 femara cycle 5mg =failed O CD 17(15 day LP)
4/05 femara cycle 5mg =failed O CD 17
5/05 femara cycle 5mg =failed O CD 24
6/05 consultation with specialist
decision = skipping injects & moving to IVF Oct/Nov
6/05 taking a break from meds

sketchy plan for IVF
10/1/05 AF, start BCP
start Lupron injects
stop BCP
11/1/05 AF
E2 and sonogram
start gonal-f injects
E2 and sonogram
E2 and sonogram
E2 and sonogram
HCG trigger to mature eggs
11/7/05 approximate egg retrieval time
Embryo Transfer = 3-5 days later
PG test = 12-14 days after ET

I am so excited!!!

thoughts on ttc
Mood:  not sure
yipee!! finally things are moving along. i have a new doctor and he rocks!! we decided to go for ivf. we are savings our pennys and plan to start the treatment in the fall. Oct/Nov is the plan.

it's been about 3 1/2 years now. i have been around the block with ttc and i dont mind sharing. i do hate it. yet, after all the drama, i know it will one day be worth it when all my dreams come true. i am waiting impatiently ... :)

i have no idea whats going on with my current cycle. its annoying how unpredictable my body is... ;)


This is my June CY so far! Ughh!